TINTINABULATION

im down again but guess what... just read robert fulghum's book "all i really need to know i learned from kindergarten" and such gave me a boost in an instant especially his anecdote on the nursery rhyme eensy weensy spider. He said that we passed on the said rhyme because it has a moral embedded on it... a story on how to face adversity and catastrophe...indeed gave me a realization on that perspective...i just wish i'll be able to apply what i just learned from a nursery rhyme.

in recent days i was obliged by duty to compromise ideals...

i wore shoes unfit for what i believe in...

the government especially my department dilg has once again deceived our countrymen...

its true, ots on the news, we are behind the signature campaign...

but the callous is getting thicker and i have to take my shoes off to feel relieved.

i was really shocked when i went to baguio heard about a few gossips about my ex...my best friend ate ciao who happen to be the seat mate/class mate of my ex told me updates of his life...before she started she asked me if im over him then she can tell me what's happening...and of course it's been 3 years what am i suppose to answer... i answered yes im over him TOTALLLYYY!!! with confidence

then she started...he is living-in now with a girl which i think is your common friend... and then she went on to the details describibg the new girl of his life... she forgot the name but i already have a hunch on she really is...she is three months pregy!!!...and explodes to me like a dynamite the girl is one of my intimate friends!!! our neighbor, the one i ran to whenever my ex and i fight!!!! of all people why her!!!! or why should this happen to me!!!! this is really unbelievable!!!!!

i already resigned in B-MEG...now iam teaching english part-time at somestupid caregiver school...and iam thinking of resigning next week...will go back in govt service...flash news just rankd # 1 in mi DILG exam

life sucks!!!!!

like this is my third job already...so far this is the best but the most tiring...having to manage a company that has a qms certified by no less than ISO...monetary wise, hmmm i think i can bear with the issue since iam still on the training stage...status...kinda confused though coz supposedly appointment should commence after the training but now iam handling like three positions already....anyway...how's everybody..update me please

every new year iam telling myself and even making up a list of things and traits i want to change for the coming year...but always fail and ending up again to listing them on the following year. so this year i'll will no longer make up a list of promises...happy new year to all!!!!!!

i was chattin on the phone last night when i heard about his death, i am not a fan of fpj but i was moved by the people who loves the man. i even remember despising the men when he joined the presidential race. i saw tons of people praying and crying...mourning, all of them stating similar comments about the man and his deeds...i was just wondering...

i am now ending my last chapter of my circle of first novel...wheeew really dont know what twist will i finally choose...if im going to end it conventional for i know most readers will actually like it or go with the ending that i like

merry xmas to alll

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