January 5th, 2007
so unfair
life is so unfair... like ive been played by a master pulling me on strings...manipulated
i am going no where...
it is not that i dont know the way,
only confused where to go.
i am numb,
not because i cant feel anything
but in imbroglio of mixed pain, madness and sadness
i cant think,
at this point everything is pointless
so many thoughts raging inside my head
i need some rest
but i cant