TINTINABULATION

pasukan na....nakuha ko na ibang grades ko for prelims.....hayyyyy...........babawi na lang ako sa mid-terms.....pag bumagsak uli may finals pa hehehehe

faith in five years

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Prized possession: A magnetic soup ladle.

Favourite film: Harry Potter and the Fiddler of Hogsmeade

Age difference: One year younger.

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nakuha ko na yung iba kong grades...mas ok naman pero d ako kontento...sabayan pa ng pagdradrama sa pag-ibig kung di nga naman mawalan ka ng ulirat...15 days na kami di nagkikita at miss ko na sya pero di ko pwede sabihin sa kanya waaahhh....letseng love to...anyway kaysa mabaliw ako sa pagkimkim ng sama ng loob d2 n lng sa net ituon ang oras

Waiting is an acceptable part of life. We wait in
line at the bank and the
movies because we have no choice. We research and
take our time when making
major purchases like a car or home because these are
large investments that
will have a major impact on our lives. We set
personal goals and patiently
take the small steps necessary to eventually claim
victory.

And someday we will wait for our children to be
born. We will use that time
to explore and learn about parenthood and the ways
we can make life better
for the child that is coming.While we are prepared
to wait for many of
life's greatest gifts, few of us want to wait for
the right romanticpartner.

We have dated and dated and dated. We have played
games. We have beenclose and missed the mark.We want true love and we
want it now, and for some
of us the "now" is more important than the "love."
We end up settling. We sacrifice the long-term, successful, loving
relationship for the one we can
get to first. It is easy, intellectually, to see
that this is a recipe
for frustration. Yet many of us continually
short-circuit our
happiness by choosing the quick fix. Why is that? To
many of us being
single is a sign of personal failure. We feel judged
by our friends andfamily.
Dating becomes less about finding a brilliant
partner than about
finding a person to show off,proving our worth. We
attach ourselves to the
first person who shows some interest.

Meanwhile, every step we take towards a person who
is lukewarm and
"adequate" takes us farther away from a romantic
partner who is exciting,
enriching and perfectly suited for us. Our need for
an immediate
relationship has cost us the brilliant love we truly
deserve. Of course
there are other reasons we hurry through our
relationship decisions.! We
may be lonely, and spending time with a romantic
partner will ease that
loneliness. We may have established a set of
personal goals and time lines
that make us feel "behind" in our romantic lives.

Both are valid and normal responses to being single.
These feelings cancreep in on the most upbeat individuals, causing
anxiety and a loss of
perspective. The good news is that you can
acknowledge these feelings and
refuse
to give in to them. You can admit that you feel
pressure to start a
family and still affirm your commitment to waiting
for the perfect person

You can endure subtle hints from friends and family
while assuring
yourself that the smartest move you can make is
waiting for a truly
compatible partner. You can actively search for that
person and begin
preparing
yourself for the day that your brilliant
relationship begins. Your job is

to have faith in yourself. Down the road, as you
look back on your life,
you will know that real love and happiness was well
worth the wait.

"In love, think things over first if you're unsure
about how you feel.
Don't fall too hard not knowing where you will
stand, coz it will hurt real
bad if things don't go the way you want them to
be..."


we are who we choose to be... just like we're with
who we choose to be with.


The face can speak of a thousand emotions but
¤ it can easily mask what the heart truly feels.
¤ Don't be fooled...for the happiest face may be
¤ masking the most hurting heart.

I have no right to demand anything from you. No
right to get hurt and no right to hope. In the
onset, we have made it clear. Emotions have no
place in this relationship, assuming that it can
even be called as such. Initially, I had no
qualms about that because I bore no illusions for
the future. How could I? When the circumstance
under which we met can never be considered as a
breeding ground for long lasting relationships,
more so, of honest and unconditional love. It was
justifiably a circumstance of two people, players
as society so judgingly call it, conveniently
brought together for reasons definitely other
than love. It is not in my place to complain. I
have brought this upon myself and I will not
succumb to the underlying truth that I may not be
as invulnerable as I like to believe I am. But
karma must be starting to take its toll on me.
What I promised never to feel is now gradually
tearing the life out of me. And I am just
pathetically beginning to realize that I am no
more immune to love than I am to pain.
The first time I felt the waves of reality hit
me, I desperately retreated in the shadows of
denial. I was sure that whatever it was I was
feeling was just a fabrication of my supposedly
non-existent mushy and emotional persona. I
consistently, but unsuccessfully, fought the
initial symptoms of that paradoxical state of
being in love. I refused to capitulate to the one
thing I have long ago ceased to believe in. But
what I shouldn't have forgotten is the fact that
however much determined I will myself to be, my
resolve will forever be puny to that of fate. And
my helplessness is slowly killing me.

I hate the thought of losing this inner battle
with my emotions but denial is now proving to be
a useless refuge for sudden realizations and for
bitter truths. Truths that remind me so of my
weakness and my ineptitude to control my
feelings.

Right now I'm starting to accept the idea that
this pain I am feeling could possibly be more of
my undoing than yours. You didn't ask me to fall
for you. Incidentally, we both agreed on doing
otherwise. Only, my heart decided to betray me
now, and with you, of all people.

I have never asked for love from anyone in my
life. I have never taken any steps for anyone to
love me. It was always given freely and I never
once thought someone would deny me that
privilege, more so, that I would even care if it
were. I guess I will never be able to fathom
completely what you have done to me. I will never
be able to readily understand how one slip of a
man can change what I have chosen NOT to believe
in.

So here I am desperately wanting and yet
determined to somehow fight an obviously losing
battle. I am trying not to take my situation
against you. In the onset, you have made it
clear. Emotions have no place between us.

I have no right to complain. No right to get hurt
and no right to hope. I have no right to ask
anything from you....

And God help me, I won't.

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